I finished off my lunch today with one of the cupcakes you made. It is still very yummy. It makes me think of you and how that you helped me celebrate the big 5-0.
It’s true that the whole party thing turned into a lot of work for me. Maybe if I saw it coming I would have dreaded it. But it turned out to be a real self-esteem builder. First, in that I accomplished some projects that were long overdue and improved the look of our yard. And secondly, in feeling that I’ve still got something left in the tank.
And the party itself was worth it. More people showed up than I expected. I think everyone had a good time. I really appreciate all the planning and effort that you put into it.
The relaxing day that we got to spend together on my birthday was also very special. It was a special reward for all the hard work of the previous days. And it was a god send that the kids had to go to school.
I don’t think I have been significantly impacted by this birthday day, mentally or emotionally. But I think we have been a little closer lately. And I feel like I appreciate more what I have, in you, and other family members.
In some ways I feel like I am turning a page. I feared that I would have a feeling that time is running out on me. But it doesn’t seem that way. In a way I feel that time has slowed down a bit. Yes, there seems to be a busy season coming, but somehow I am finding peace and more appreciation of the down times that I do have.
Thanks for making this a special birthday and for the love that you pour out on me.
